Bismillah...
Assalamualaikum...
kadang2 rai sbg insan yg lemah ni mengeluh juga...
sepanjang cuti ni, diri ni sering diselubunngi beberapa persoalan...
ya la...rai ni x berjaya mcm org lain kan?
pointer x lepas pon masuk pharmacy...
ada yg sem ni tetiba pass ada yg cuba nasib ke universiti yg lain...
rai?
juz been like......i juz follow the flow...
kdg2 rasa mcm xda masa depan je... tp x baik pulak fikir mcm tu sbb Allah pasti akn bg sesuatu yg terbaik utk hamba-Nya...
cuma rai ni kdg2 rasa down...
tgk kwn2 post mcm2 kt instagram...
doctor-to-be, pharmacist-to-be, dentist-to-be
bla bla bla...
ya.
rai tau, bkn bidang2 tu ja utk berjaya, tp bukan senang nk ubah pemikiran ni...
walaupun rai x pernah pn da cita2 nk jd pharmacist, apply pn sbb dah x tahu nk jd apa..haha!
tp bila jd mcm ni, down la jgk kn?
nk adapt dgn enviroment baru, kwn bru..aahh!susahnyaaa...
sem 1 cfs iium pj, rai mmg allhs...kwn2 dgn bdk2 nurs,bio sc, allhs...
then lps tu apply utk tukar kos utk pmacy...
then dapat lah so kna masuk short sem...
memandangkn rai bru tukaq kos, rai kna masuk je kelas2 org lain...
ada 3 subjek masa tu rai amek...classmates rai bdk2 kos HS, ICT, BIO SC, BAR..diorg spesis matured2..ngeee~
roomates pulak bdk BEN dan ENCOM..diorg ni spesis enjoy gila x perlu study sgt..haha..
hahaha!masa tu pun dah kna adapt ngn suasana bru...
then masuk cfs iium gambang...
susah jgk nk adaprt dgn bdk2 medic, pmacy, dent
spesis rajin2 sgt pulak dah..haha...
dah ok ngn diorg..tup tup...
degree ni Allah takdirkan rai masuk allhs semula...
ya, sejujurnya masa rai kos allhs sem 1 cfs, rai selesa sgt ngn diorg, study pun study tp bkn dlm keadaan tertekan mcm bdk2 critical course...
uhuks!
rai x tau la apa hikmah semua yg jd ni...apa yg Allah simpan utk rai..
just perlu usaha, sabar, tawakal, redha, yakin, kuatkan semangat...
hahaha!
ok la..sja la post ni sbb nk hilangkan resah di hati ttg masa depan rai...
TRUST ON ALLAH
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE, INSYA ALLAH...
kuat ya Raihana Ramli <3 nbsp="" p="">
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